I Find Him in my Tears
I'm a church kid. Grown up in church. Never known life without Jesus. And I'm so thankful for that. Thankful that I was able to know Jesus at such a young age. But in growing up in church, there are some things about prayer that church kids learn: The Churchy Way to Pray. Saying things like, Father, goodness, kingdom, etc. When and where to pray. A playbook of prayers. And I had my Prayer Playbook down pat, in case I was ever asked to pray in Sunday school. And till I was about 14, I didn't really know how to pray. Really talk to God I mean. I just had these prayers that I would always pray for different things. One for dinner, one at night, one for when people were sick, etc. And thats not wrong necessarily. I was just to the point where I wanted more in my relationship with Jesus. When I started attending my church's youth group my freshmen year, I leaned how to talk to God. Just talk to him. Like how I would talk to you. Telling
